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They say it's like the loss of a limb. It leaves you waking up in shock every day with the abysmall feeling of something missing. And you never get used to it. You just learn to live with the torture of realizing this loss over and over and over again. Cause in sleep your mind somehow puts you back together. But then waking up tears you right back into pieces and the sudden numb pain hits you again, out of nowhere.